The Promise of Truth

Friday, June 30, 2006

Juz when most things were looking up fer me, life throws me another curveball >.<
I realli realli dunno you lei. Dunno wheater to lable you under my "friends" or "acquaintance" list. It's like, everytime i think you're a really good friend that i have forsaken, you turn out to be somebody else. Hahas...someone told me today "people usually believe what they want to believe"...how true ;( But i think you could be great. Seriously. I'll just wait for that day. But right now, you seem to be playing a 2-sided game. You help me out with stuff and all, yet once i drop my guard and turn around, you do something totally different behind my back. Let's just say i'm not gonna make the same mistake again. There's just too much to lose for me. Someone intelligent explained the whole thing to me ( you're a genius man). Now i see right through your game. Don't worry, i don't hold grudges. Lots of thanks to the person who made me see this and much much more...i owe you loads XD
Ok back to sch...youth day celebration !! Total slack dae !! But muz sae it was a lil tiring. Poor Cheng...tried his best not to get sweaty but still did lol. Today he got a date seh...all e best! The activities in the morning were really fun =) The cabbage, the one wif water and cinderella....i shall leave the rest out.
Hahas. Poor cabbage...kena whacked until all the leaves fell off XD No rules?! rofl. Since Stanley was on a rampage, John eventually joined me and suggested playing it touch rugby style to take him down :/
The waterbomb one was fun! Haiyo! Why so mani ppl wanna get it to the end? The fun in it is to get others wet! Guess 2ppl took that line a lil too far >.<
Cinderella...that took quite awhile. So mani distractions! Gah...clap until my hand sho pain. Nvm...we got all our shoes back didn't we?:P
Ohoh and not to forget...our class flag! Yay! Ours went quite smoothly... xcept we had to go on to plan B. The flag was fabulous too =)
Back to audi... hahas the teacher in charge asked us if we were VERI sure that the concourse was clean. Decided to go down to give it a second look...aniwaes we would have been baked in there if we didn't go out to get some fresh air.
Heng...nvr heard the part where Mr. Jason screamed at the students...John and i were already downstairs finding a mop to clear up the mess XD
Dismissal! Went to clementi fer lunch. Wei Cheng left halfway to visit his grandma...at least you got to eat good food dere!
Home! Had to chiong a music theory specimen paper in 15mins...fnished it just in time when the piano teacher arrived! All went well =) nvr practice the piece still can clear it =D
So here i am. Getting everything off my mind before they accumulate and overload my brain. Rest i shall write it in my journal =) I can't share everything =X

posted at 6:47 PM

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Hahas. Today suxed too. Oh wells. I'm guessing this is gonna be my usual routine. Morning was the worst. Afternoon was only slightly better but still as bad. In other words, the whole day was a mess, except fer 1part where i had 30mins which was totally worry-free! Sigh...30mins/24hrs = 1/48...quite a pathetic fraction actually. No mood to practice the piano. No mood to finish the music theory due tmr. No mood to study now...but gotta force myself to do so awhile at night. No mood to think. No mood to eat. Haiz...feel really depressed...hahas only playing CS wif John can cure me! and another which i dun think will happen sho fast wif the current situation liddat. Dunno ba...never thought life could be so mean to me...took something away i held so close to me. Gah. Get over it. Life's unfair. Can't change that fact >.<
Omgomgomg...i could finally understand most of the words teacher spoke during the chinese lesson and in the paper!! regconised them from the primary schools textbook!! Weeeee!! oh ya...this is one of the rare ups of the week =))) ohohoh another!! youth day break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayness!!! Argh...figured that this kinda stuff won't keep me slightly happi fer long. Gonna slack like siao todae...feeling super lethargic.
The silence is killing me.

posted at 7:24 PM

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Almost buai ta han liao la....many many things. Really sian! Nvm ba. Take solace in what's good now. Weeeeeeeeeee! Choinging Piano twice a week =) piaing theory also =)))) Super shuang. Sigh...lit novel class clashes wif elements of music theory... i think i'll drop music theory, cause anywaes im piaing it at home le so no point wasting away 1semester doing something i already know, althought it might do good to my CAP. So lets see...i gotta find the geog teacher to drop geog, french to drop french, and the music one...fergot the teacher's name >.<
Sigh... i can't believe i acutally LOVED sch during January and early Febuary, got ADDICTED to it during March and April, CONFUSED in sch during May, felt as if it was PARADISE fer the 1st half of June, CONFUSED again during the 2nd half of June, and nowadays feeling MISERABLE in sch.
Hmmms...i guess the only up is that the topics aren't ridiculously difficult YET. Hope it won't be as terrible as before ba... already got enugh stress without my studies. Oh and before i ferget, good luck to everyone taking any of the accelerations, be it fer fun or not.

posted at 4:26 PM

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Morning suxed. Doesn't really matter anywaes. Oh yea...continued all the way into the early afternoon. One day i'll probably look back on this and laugh. But fer now i really dun wanna think abt it. Had enough of it.
Phew not much revision to do, got quite alot of free time these days...i won't count on it to last fer long though. During the afternoon onwards school was pretty okay i guess...didn't last long anyway >.< guess i somehow managed to relax and not worry about absolutely anything fer around 1hr...really missed that feeling.
Hmmmms...i guess i wronged 2ppl. Well...no harm done to one of them, realised that i have been forsaking quite a gd fren fer awhile already. The other is slightly more complicated. Not sure about anithing sho can't elaborate.
Argh... was too caught up in my own world to realise that there are actually ppl out dere who are willing help you out as long as you share your thoughts wif them. Thankies you two! You know who you are =)
Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that good things dun happen to me animore. It's just that i missed the time when i got to share it with somebody else and only then did i feel that the moment would foreva last.

posted at 6:45 PM

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Monday, June 26, 2006

First day of school. Heh...academics aside it totally suxed. Why? Not gonna elaborate. Ok, to keep my mind away from those stuff, piano later. Hmmms...gotta revise the maths and physics teacher taught today in school, not that hard or easy...well maybe more to the simplier and fundamental side.
Nothing much i guess. A really crappy dae.

posted at 5:49 PM

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Gahh!! School reopens tmr. Omigosh...gotta switch back to study mode >.< say gdbye to stress-free weeks ;(
Sigh...checklist...what have i done throughout the holidaes? Well, i haven touched physics, chemisty, biology, maths, english or lit...onli did abit of chinese...from primary one all the way to primary 5...gotta say i was shocked when i realised that i couldn't read some of the words in the primary3 textbook. Nvm...perseverance! Ring of health easy to find but where is e void stone o.O? argh...still trying to get my mind off games.
Finally re-continued learning the piano =) Dammit...why did i continue it only on the last week of the hols? Wad a waste of time! Hahas...addicted to it and music theory =P...something to occupy myself so i don't have to think about stuffies
Guess i better ready myself up fer my routine way of life...can't stay in my fairyland fereva

posted at 7:11 PM

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

Long time since my last post...better update it
Sigh...last 7days were kinda boring i guess...excpet fer the one where jose, mel , michelle, srinath and I went to orchard to walk. Gah...that was a tiring dae...walk fer a few hours straight ...totally tired me out ;(. Ahhh...srinath and jose had to go home sho early :( was expecting them to stay awhile longer. Went to far east plaza when they left...Mel is a bulli ! Her pokes are accurate >.< can't dodge them. She had to meet her friends eventually...sho we left for Marina Bay to kill time. Helped dear to peel some of the chilli stems since i had nuthin better to do...im so slow!...had to go home soon after since people were streaming in and she wanted to help out.
That's about it i guess. A realli boring week...sigh...not that i want the holidays to be over so quickly...gotta prepare to get back to my usual routine school days...heh...stress comin my way...how i wish things were how they used to be a few weeks ago...

posted at 10:38 PM

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Friday, June 09, 2006

It's already Friday ( 9June), 12:28am, but i'll treat it as a 8 June late night entry. Hehe, went to Sentosa ytd. Took a train and bus all the way there...the whole journey was over 2hours >.< Decideded to play by the seashore first...dear cheat lei...always splash seawater at mii without warning !! Nvm...i got my sweet revenge anywaes...splashed more water back at her =) no use running.... and i resisted pushing her into e water... such a pity :P Went to ride a bike there fer an hour...hmmmms...there's not really alot of land to cover on the bike...sho fast reach the main road and had to turn back =(. Heee...dear had a cute temporary tatoo done on her back after that... but it'll onli last 2 weeks. 4D magix was next. Hahas it was really funny...though those stripes of paper under the chair did hurt a lil. Went to yishun to eat dinner after leaving Sentosa...gosh...if i continue eating at that rate i'll be fat in no time. Walked abit more in northpoint then left fer home.
This morning was quite rush...my bro woke up 1h later than he was supposed to sho our whole family had to wait fer him to get ready...gahh such a nuisance !! Used the free internet service at the airport while waiting fer my parents and 10mins later boarded the plane. Nt bad nt bad... at least i managed to catch a movie on the plane before arriving in Manila...dang...didn't really understand the show UltraViolet totally T.T Met my dad's fren at the airport when we landed...OMG...he had a chauffeur driving him around and had 5maids in his house !!!!!!! Hahas...me and my bro have a tradition...everytime we check into a hotel, we'll kop the card keys from our dad and rush to see who will be the first to slot the card in and open the door...thereafter we will immediately chiong into the room and quickly hug the pillows...cause you know everytime when you enter a hotel room, the pillows are usually filled wif lots of air and it's veri cold....sho the feeling is super nice when you get to hug it and sqeeze all the air outta it while enjoying the coolness of it :) So here i am in the room wif UNLIMITED INTERNET ACCESS !! probably gonna sleep super late tonight...it's already 12.50am and i'm still sho awake...hehe...i should be able to keep this up most of the night.
Argh...i miss you loads >.<

posted at 12:32 AM

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

It's actually 6 June already...but was too tired to post last night...so yep...I decided to write an entry the next morning
Hahas. 4 June was great =D Took the train all the way to orchard from Bukit Batok...quite a long journey but had company from Yishun onwards :P. KBox was okay i guess...got to watch lots of MTVs there and the food was kinda fabulous. Thx dear, Cheng, Josiah & Mitch fer the Birthday cake =) Mocha walnut...hee...though it was kinda fattening don't you think...? Oh ya, the half unfinished slice of cake nobody wanted to claim was mine...sry ah but i was realli full sho i left it there >.<> realised where we were and had to backtrack to get back to the bus stop. The gathering was fun :) Spent awhile watching Jose play Halo2 on the Xbox...hehs...he's quite pro at it...juz watch his fingers go man. And gosh...John's first time playing table tennis was impressive...caught me off guard a few times >.< and go easy on the smashes...you know you nearly killed me don't you? Left the house around 8+...luckily i had company on the way home on the MRT...or else i would have been sho bored. Dear i love your prezzie =) Thx !!
Spent 5th of June in the comforts of my own home. I finally got started on my Chinese revision...all the way from Primary 1...and OMG, i didn't recognise some of the chinese characters in the Primary 1 textbook!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Die liao la...gg...only hope left is that i can finish chionging it by the end of my June hols ;( Hahas...dear went for a haircut toos...sry fer suaning you but i agree wif your fren...you look slightly like a doll :P. Hmmms...other than that nothing much happened ytd (5 June)...except fer talking on the phone till sho late at night that i had to be reminded to sleep XD

posted at 7:34 AM

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Friday morning was cool...met Winky and Bren at Jurong east =) They're really nice people. Went wif Michelle and them to fuji ice palace to ice-skate :D!! And i must say Winky is a FAST learner...took him half the time i took to learn how to ice-skate... Bren learnt it before so it took him awhile to get used to the ice. andand dear bulli me !! make me speed around the ring and made me spin and spin and spin T_T hahas, she got dizzy after that...who ask her go bulli :P Whoa...5 birthday delications that day?! Such a coincidence...lol each time a birthday delication was announced, they would play the birthday song and snow like stuffies would fall from above....she looked sho cute wif those things stuck to her hair XD. Hehs...my feet hurt like crazy after that...Noooooo!! Ate too much fattening stuff after that...Bren eyed my cheese fries and mashed potato for sho long till i finally decided that I was better off not eating those and gave it to him...see i sho nice rite ;)? jkjk. Weeeeeee...went all the way from Jurong east MRT station to Marina Bay MRT....pretty long ride. Hahas...now i know where someone enjoys life...and the colour game is cheapskate...can never win...racing was alot better...play it the cheating way... veer others off course by crashing into them when you know you'll never win them fair and square =P
Today seemed like it would be another boring day staying at home and slacking around the house. Hehe... after breakfast someone pulled me along to suntec cause there's a book fair there... anyways i've been dying to find music scores by the more recent songs and since my "intelligence" told me that i can find them there...i decided to tag along. Gahh!! Walking for 2+hours straight wasn't something i was expecting...but at least i found one book which pretty much had the songs i was looking for...so it was kinda worth the while. Oh ya... someone couldn't resist the ice-cream there...and took 20mins juz to eat ONE ice-cream cone >.<
Arghhhh !! KBox tmr....sigh...nvm i'll juz take it as Eat + Slack + listening to music. Yayness! can see almost everyone at Sam's gathering tmr...which also means i will only be spending my last day wif my dad before he goes overseas during the morning onli....cannot see him off T.T
Nvm...only 3hours of KBox....can ta han de....no sweat....sure can.....hell....who am i kidding.....someone get me outta dere !!!

posted at 10:43 PM

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Hmmms...ytd was okay i guess. Hehe...had to wake up early ytd to meet Mel in school to run round the track (kena stopped by the guard cause i was not wearing my school attire...thx to Mel :P jkjk). Poor thing...she got a stitch :( , remember to have a light breakfast before running next time. Argh...the afternoon was really really boring. Slacked around the house doing nothing >.< At night was better....i had someone to talk to on the phone =) Thankies.
Todae was good... woke up late so i didn't have to find something to occupy me in the morning. Yays!! Tmr going ice-skating :)))) gonna meet john's ex-classmate too...pity john can't come. And the cow will so kill the koala...dun ask me how...it will find someway to squash the koala. Wa....someone is forcing me to post my entry or else she won't sleep T_T...tio bullied over e phone...it's juz not fair rite?
Hmmms....it's really late now...close to 12am...and there's a stoopid moth hiding behind my door...i hope it dies due to starvation so i don't have to enguage in combat with it....cause it'll be messy...dear muz sleep early, right after reading this, cause you gotta teach someone how to ice-skate tmr (thx for the jacket too.smiles). So lets see... 1more day till ice-skating, 2more days till a house warming, 3more days to Sam's gathering and my b'dae :)! Hell i'm so gonna explore Singapore that day...oh crap...and Kbox toos...Gahhh!!!...totally forgot about that part... Nvm... juz go there and eat can liao...looking forward too seeing Josiah sing she bangs ahahaahahaha.
Okay that's it. I've gone nuts. Better sleep soon...can't wait fer tomorrow...wait it's Friday already...oh nvm...Nites
I miss yew.

posted at 11:21 PM

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