Monday, July 31, 2006
Gah.
Todae were situps and vertical chin up
fer the 15year olds.
And i must say,
Shi yi is imba !!
71situps in 1min ?!
Thats like...
1 and 1/6 situps
in a second O.o
Hahas in sch Mr.Ku's lesson
again damn funny.
Especially when Jose was attempting to
conceal the chocolate stick from Mr.Ku.
Ahahahaahahahah!!
John and i sabo him XD
Made him laugh =D
He eventually got caught !!
Poor Jose...
all in the name of fun hor
Hmmmmms...
physics was super interesting today.
Wonder what will one find at the centre
of a black hole...
what will happen to light when it reaches the centre...
wonder if it will get crushed or smthing...
ah nvm...
it shall be another question to ask God when i meet him =)
So yea,
after school took the MRT to Jurong east.
Walked to IMM from the station.
Ate fast food there (Lunch + Dinner into 1 meal).
And had an ice cream....
which is literally suicide cause i have
800meters event tmr.
Nvm ba...
i'm so sick i prolly won't even make it.
Well,
the reason i went to IMM was to search fer smthing.
And i was shooooooooooooo relieved
when i found it =)))))
i thought i needed at least 3days to sort everything
out but oh yes!
can settle super easily.
Right...
i'm actually supposed to be revising my Chemistry
instead of typing an entry.
Since John told me there was nothing much
to learn....
i decided i shall juz write a quick one.
Oh ya.
I slept fer 3hrs in the afternoon todae =X
So i guess i can afford to sleep at 1am or smthing....
and i'm veri sorry if i take awhile to recall what you
told me at night...
i'm not really a night person =P
posted at 10:15 PM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Ok....
i'm partially blogging fer a reason.
That is to....
say...
Chemistry Is Evil !!
Dang.
If "chemistry" was a physical living object,
i would have stabbed it wif a blade long long ago...
heck,
even if it was something as inanimate as an eraser,
i would have grounded it to dust.
Hmmms...wonder if that is possible...
sho now i'm reduced so low as to
being one of the few billion people in the world
expressing their discontentedness over some
of chemistry's so tauntingly easy questions but
yet so hard juz writing an answer down that
you have no doubt that is correct.
A few weeks, or even days later,
i'm certain i shall be laughing at my
stupidity of not being able to answer such
an easy question.
Argh.
It's always like that.
I guess it wanna see us suffer first
before shoving the simple solution to
the problems right at our faces.
once again,
i shall say:
Chemistry Is Evil !!
Hey not bad...
i'm actually feeling slightly better =)
but sigh...
my bro purposely put more Hello Panda biscuits
into my room...
and i swear they must have
put something into those biscuits to make them so addictive.
I sorta erms...
yea...
didn't control miiself and...
yea...
took 3packets in a day....
Now my throat is getting worse juz when
it was starting to recover =(
Oh well...
there are still 3 packets beside mii lappy...
gonna put it in mii cupboard !!
hopefully i shall ferget that there are chocolates hidden in dere......
posted at 8:35 PM
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
I offically declare
my hair totally screwed up.
Sianz.
This morning i dragged my bro along
to IMM fer the haircut.
Well,
you know...
i've always been envious of his hairstyle...
i decided to cut the same style as him.
But what i didn't know was that,
he knew i was gonna be cutting the same style as
him so he decided to be real smart
and try out a new hairstyle.
"Cut off side burn, slope, keep the top fer spike"
the only difference was that i asked it to be short & a high slope.
And I thought this was his usual so i didn't question him.
So after ten minutes...
i looked into the mirror and
O.O
disaster.
Heh...
but i had to admit his was way worse.
So this will be the last time he shall be following me!
Next time i shall solo.
Ok lets see...
I have a flu and a worse sore throat cause i...
well....
erm....
you know...
gave in to temptation and....
took a packet of Hello Panda choc biscuits...
but actually i don't really care cause...
i've finally attained a higher understanding
of rotational motion!
After doing the student manual it suddenly dawned
upon me ^^
Dang....
i remember that was something else
i wanted to blog about...
but i can't seem to remember what it was.
Nvm...
if it crosses my mind again i shall edit this...
Ohohohoh!
i remembered!
Hahas.
I was broswing thru my email juz now,
and came across an email sent by
my ex-sec sch friend
Ahhhh...
can't see properly...
nvm i found the text.
Memo from CEO to Manager:
Today at 11 o'clock there will be a total eclipse of the sun. This is when the sun disappears behind the moon for two minutes. As this is something that cannot be seen every day, time will be allowed for employees to view the eclipse in the parking lot. Staff should meet in the lot at ten to eleven, when I will deliver a short speech introducing the eclipse, and giving some background information. Safety goggles will be made available at a small cost.
Memo from Manager to Department Head:
Today at ten to eleven, all staff should meet in the car park. This will be followed by total eclipse of the sun, which will appear for two minutes. For a moderate cost, this will be made safe with goggles. The CEO will deliver a short speech beforehand to give us all some information. This is not something that can be seen every day.
Memo from Department Head to Floor Manger:
The CEO will today deliver a short speech to make the sun disappear for two minutes in the form of an eclipse. This is something that cannot be seen every day, so staff will meet in the car park at ten or eleven. This will be safe, if you pay a moderate cost.
Memo from Floor Manager to supervisor:
Ten or eleven staff are to go to the car park, where the CEO will eclipse the sun for two minutes. This doesn't happen every day. It will be safe, and as usual it will cost you.
Memo from Supervisor to staff:
Some staff will go to the car park today to see the CEO disappear. It is a pity this doesn't happen every day
posted at 8:02 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
But you always find a way to keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
Friends we have are ever changing us.
Sry if u couldn't join some of you for the
musical in school...i had piano lessons at home...
missed 1 lesson already so die die muz attend this one...
if i postpone it sure tio murdered by my teacher =(
Didn't cut mii hair todae...
figured that i didn't have enough time to.
So tmr morn gonna wake up early and go IMM fer the
cut =)
Gonna drag my bro along...
Same hairstyle !! =D
Gonna force him to comply XD
Then hopefully can take photos wif him !
Arghhhhhhh...
i lent slyvie
my log notes then she fergot to bring it todae...
sigh...
liddat how to revise?!?!?!
nvm ba...
i shall revise physics instead.
Warcraft 3 awaits me wif jose ready to be slaughtered!
i Shall update later after the game =)
Hahas
Jose in DotA damn cute...
tower hitting him like siao liao still
chase after opponent..
well...
guess what!
He got a dagon and finger of death right
into his shadow shaman.
"Our Allied hero has fallen"
LoL damn funny sia.
Omg Cheng...dun pressurize me lei...
now if i dun train fer 1 dae i will feel
super guilty.
And i found out 800m sure gone case.
All the runners got the eye of the tiger.
And i don't =(
Sure tio onw3d...
You 400m muz chiong hor!!
Go Nobel !!
Gonna go down to the community centre tmr...
see if i can take up any courses to kill my
time i spend infront of my com getting poked
by josiah.
Too much slacking is no gd!
Well...some ppl might disagree wif this statement.
And before i go............
OMG OMG OMG
WTH WTH WTH
I LOOK LIKE CRAP IN THE PASS CARD
I WANNA RETAKE THE PHOTO!!!
And oh ya...this photo was taken during
chemistry lesson where Ms.Teo was deciding wheter
to poke jose anot. He started migrating to my
seat each step Ms. Teo took towards him XD
This photo was by courtousy of
Cheeky 2
aka
Johno
posted at 4:01 PM
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
Hahas.
Took a short video in sch todae =P
Ignore my retarded laughter hor...
got sore throat sho i couldn't laugh properly.
I guess mitch was high ba...
It might take a few minutes to load.
I'll probably be removing this video
from my blog in a few daes time...
so this is be a temporary thing.
Click here to watch "A-day-in-school"
Maybe i'll update this post abit more when i'm bored at night.
posted at 6:25 PM
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Hahas.
Todae was Pam's b'dae.
Sang her the happi b'dae song during maths
class =P
She even got a gift from Mr Khoo!
LoL
Man...Mr Khoo is one of a kind.
He's lessons rox
The food in the library was quite good...
and todae was the first time i drank a few mouthfuls
of coffee =)
It was not bad...but still haven aquired the taste yet.
Track was fun!
We did the usual 2 rounds and warm ups,
then 4 x 100m wif baton passing.
J'adore sprinting!
Sigh.
After that when our track teacher in charge
want us to run summore,
a few trackers said they were too tired.
Then the track teacher got angry and said that's
all fer track todae and walked off.
Ahhhhh...
track got only a few united ppl...
sianz. It'll fall apart soon.
Let's see...
when home after sch...
Me and char met our primary school schoolmate!
Which also happened to be in the same group as me
during the NUS high camp.
She's in cresent girls sec now.
LoL.
Alighted at the same bus-stop toos.
Waaaaa...
didn't know sho mani of them lived so nearby =P
Hmmmms...
somethings are juz so unfair.
Oooooo...chem quiz tmr.
chinese compre toos.
Better chiong chinese then browse thru the
chem notes ba.
You have no idea how unfair you are.
It seems that you change whatever you said to mii long before.
You were my beri 1st best friend,
and the beri 1st best friend i am trying not to lose
posted at 9:38 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Hmmmms...
wad happened in sch arh....
actually nt much ba.
Well...
only the fact that i was half asleep
during chem class =X
not that the lesson is boring,
but dunno why suddenly sho tired.
Yays!
Juz finished learning ting xie and
read thru the zhao ju.
Sigh....
supposed to hand up my chinese file todae
but i fergot!
Kinda uneventful in sch todae...
Hahas.
After sch went to macs to eat.
I only took a sundae!!
but still alot of sugar...
andandand
Pam and Char,
Srinath went mad todae so dun listen
to his nonsense =)
LoL.
Took the train todae =P
Met han xiang on the MRT o.O
waaaaaa! So evil de!
Bulli mii sho much!!
Took the MRT from
clementi, to jurong, then to bukit batok.
Wished han xiang gd bye then went
to west mall to find sumthing =D
Hahas.
We were so broke LoL
Even had to bargain down 10cents to
buy that necklace.
Then we ended up walking around wif
5cents in our pocket....
Can't buy anything fer nuts.
Decided to decorate stuff!
Went home soon after.
Ahhhh...finally...
correct measurements!
Wrapped le!
Sho....
i dunno if i can ta han until count down but...
Wishing you a happi B'dae Pam!
15 le!
PINK IC !!
Go Suan e rest =DDD
posted at 10:07 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Wa...
didn't know they were testing
sit&reach and standing board jump todae!
Eeeeeekkk
Died at standing board jump =(
Wa liew.
Todae when i was in music room 1
sumone started playing V3: 02 Sonata version
on the piano!
Arghhhhh...tio suanned indirectly again!
Ren.
Still got chance to retaliate =D
in a few months time ba
Hmmmmmms
Maybe swimming this sem.
Hope so ba.
Water is juz so heavenly =)
Gonna read abit of bio first b4 i sleep...
there's a high possibility i might end up sleeping
on the notes instead XD
Oh ya...
gotta put the bio presentation into thumbdrive toos!
Better go do it now....
posted at 10:57 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Yays =)
Finally finished chionging the inbalanced chem =P
Now i'm mentally exhausted.
Wa!!
Xue Xin u pro.
Tracked him down.
He even changed his name and pretended
not to regconise you?
Maybe he really wants to servere
all ties with us...
too painful memories?
Can't blame him.
Let him be ba.
Next time i try kajiaoing him once...
see if he really dun regconise me
or he wants to forget everything.
Thanks Pam fer helping me out on Chemistry !!
I would've died at qn 4.
Hahas.
My bro bought a guitar todae.
Take so long juz to decide...
i could've finished learning my ting xie
if it wasn't fer him =(
Oh yea!
My 4th finger is healing well !
Not so painful when i plae the piano =)
Oh andand
todae when i was looking fer a guitar my
bro wanted to buy,
since i got nuthin much to do...
i started playin the right hand part
of Mozart's Sonata in C (first few bars)
on the piano in the music store while my bro wondered about.
Then got this gurl ah...
purposely go to the piano beside me and started
playing the whole piece wif the left hand
accompaniment.
Cao...
Bulli me de!!
Finish suaning me wif the piece still not enough!
she went on to plae a music piece which sounded
exactly like O2Jam's : V3 Sonata ( O2 Version)
wa liew.
Then another person a few meters away also started
playing it!
I guess the other one was a piano teacher ba...
she played it even faster than the girl...
Eeeeekkkk
This gives me another reason to chiong.
Nvm....ren again...
next year i shall go back to the same place and fite back
wif my own pieces !!!!!
Hahas
i will surely still lose de
XD
posted at 9:09 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
LoL, i was bored...
after torturing my fingers and brains i decided
to slack a lil.
Went to visit my grandma cause she juz returned
home from the hospital.
So....well...she had a dog so yea...
nothing better to do
Hahas i find it quite cute =)
I got licked all over =P
And omg....after shoooooo maniiiiiii yearsssssss
my bro finally allowed me to take a picture wif him!!
Well, fer the first pic i had to surprise him XD
I wish i had his eyes...
These two were taken in the hall
Arghhhhh. He still didn't wanna give me a PROPER shot...
had to make some retarded faces....
nvm ba....next time i bribe him
*Evil Laughter echos throughout the house*
posted at 10:57 PM
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Friday, July 21, 2006
Clarity
Ok point taken.
You're making it so damn painful.
posted at 11:33 PM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Hahas.
My passion fer piano has returned.
Maybe it's because when i saw char and jose
play the piano fer 25mins on Wed before CCA starts
it made me slightly envious!
Their fingers were juz so agile!
LoL Mitch
playing around wif the record button.
Oh man!
The pieces you ppl played were juz so cool.
Dammit i felt so noob around them.
Jose: Piano Grade 6 but more like a Grade 8 to me.
Char: Piano Grade 7
Mitch: Violin Grade 8
Pam: Organ Grade 8 ( From 13 )
Arghhhhhh!!
I think i shall chiong ba.
I felt so left out by juz watching Jose and Char's fingers
fly across the keyboard.
Gah.
I'm sure it took them years to reach to their level.
Nvm! Now i'm addicted to a sonata piece.
Chiong dat one =)
LoL.
Somehow this image of Jose sniggering at me
suddenly appeared in my mind.
Haiz.
This is wad i get fer slacking all my years\
away while they were hard at work practising.
Now my 4th finger of my left hand is slightly swollen...
cannot practice!
Unless it's cromatic scales and a few appiegos
Nvm...ren!
Todae was racial harmony dae =)
Mani ppl came in their costumes.
Hahas all so unique in their own way.
So mani different colours.
Cross Country Tmr !!
So crap lor
I hope i dun fall sick
Todae in audi my head didn't feel too good.
Freezing in dere =(
Oh ya and someone...u know who,
take the hit but don't you fall.
And NEVER do that silly thing.
Cause there's no turning back.
Oh hahas.
English lesson was so fun todae XD
Our group discussion on disection of animals were
so funny!
Jose is coming up wif every reasons
to rebut our points!
Pro sia he.
Chem was hilarious.
Laugh until first time stomach so pain
Darn balloons XD
Little girl dun worry, my promises are what i will keep.
Before i 4get, Lots of thanks to Recio and Gibson =)
posted at 6:11 PM
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Monday, July 17, 2006
Hmmmmmmms
I am so not in the mood fer sleeping
Yepps....so not in the mood
Oh man dammit
It's like every jigsaw piece of my life is incorrectly
fitted into the wrong places
Don't get me wrong
I'm not depressed or sad or anithing
I just feel....weird
Hahas i think i'm sot le
Omg
I know what's wrong wif me!
it's juz this uneasy feeling within me
that things are not what they appear to be on the surface.
The water is juz so muddy.
Can't see any deeper than 5cm fer nuts.
Even the clearest ones are fading to a slight shade
of gray.
Overhead the skies are blue yet it still seems to rain
Eeeeeek
i shall let this matter rest ba
too tired to ponder anymore.
posted at 10:28 PM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
Back from the hospital.
Phew my grandma's gonna be alright.
Made it through an operation.
My uncle toos.
Had a successful heart by-pass op.
Thank you Lord =)
Sigh.
Accidentally cancelled my name fer the
star-gazing.
Wasted.
I was sho bored aniwaes.
Then at 7.05 when i was 5mins away
from sch i told myself ferget.
Aniwaes going there will only
cause unesscesary trouble.
Sian.
Cross Country sure die.
They all run so fast.
Esp the year4s.
how to compete...
Went looking fer stuff after my visit
hahas. Spent 1.5hours juz looking and finally
coming to a decision.
Yays! No sch tmr!
Cause it's gonna be flooded wif realli intelligent ppl.
Yikes! I'll feel sho stupid if i do step into
sch tmr.
Ohhhhh crapppp...
haven done piano theory!
and 1 piece also haven practiced!
Nooooooooooooo
gone case le.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
I'm the last man standing at home =P
I'm sure they're sleeping soundly now.
Shld i be evil and kajiao them?
Nothing to do aniwaes....
better not ba
my bro got sch tmr.
Walking to clementi after sch is so fun!
got so much time to play and chat on the way there =)
and our reward will be eating tasty food!
But then it's not healthy....
well...i guess once in awhile won't kill =P
posted at 11:03 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Awww man! Todae fer track we had to run 4.8km...
and that was excluding the drills =(
I felt so envious when i saw Jose come out
of the music room totally sweat free!
But i gotta admit that the music was good =P
Yays! Home now is paradise =)
Gah, still gotta finish up a small section of indices!
i got too lazy to finish it after chionging it fer awhile.
Chemistry mini quiz tmr!
Dot cross diagrams.
at least nothing so deadly yet.
I heard Geog students have a test toos.
Good Luck!
Gotta practice the piano soon.
Music theory also...
at least i'm enjoying it =)
Weeeeeeee Star Gazing tmr!
Only starts at 7.15pm in sch!
ends at 9.30 i guess.
And dammit stop critisizing.
You're not as good as you think you are.
Hold your tounge fer once.
It won't kill won't it?
I dun wanna know what you think abt me.
Cause right now it's best that i don't care.
So think twice next time.
Cause everyone has their own tolerance level.
And you're gonna cross mine real soon.
Plz dun ask me who it is or if it's you.
Life is just so confusing.
When two people you trust alot tells you something
and someone you trust the most tells you otherwise,
who do you go with?
Ok i mean i dun doubt that they all are
telling the truth,
but it's like hearing this gives you reason to
believe something,
but hearing that makes you think twice abt
believing it.
Arghhhhh!!!!!
Terrible.
I suppose time will tell.
Or maybe the truth has already discarded
it's cloak of deception.
It's already out there but something beneath
the surface is holding me back.
No idea what it is now.
I've wasted far too much time thinking.
So now i shall do something i haven done in such a long time.
Something i shld have done long ago.
Live the moment =)
Oh yes. Took me such a long time but i can finally see through it all.
Through everything i thought i once knew.
posted at 6:29 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Hmmms...walking on the track barefooted is a bad idea. And muz care the puddles of water. Omg...watch Cheryl go! She's dominate fer year4 girls during our cross-country...i think she replenishes her energy by juz listening to music. And people, before things get worse, there's absolutely nothing more between me and Mel ( there has never been ) other than she being my Sis. Lets juz sae i can relate to her pretty well now so i seek advice and understanding from her. We're sorta like helping each other out through times of adversity. I'm serious. I never lie about these sorta things.
Argh!! Wanted it to rain so bad today.
I guess the Lord has his reasons why he did not let the
tears of heaven did not fall todae
Nvm. I hope it does tmr =)
Hahas. I waited fer ppl i liked fer 5years. Though you may push me away,
you know it's more than like. Dun wry, faithfulness and patience
are the things that i have that i trust the most.
posted at 10:26 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Tmr shall be an important day to mii. Well, it really depends on a few factors now. No matter what happens i shall be okay.
I'm trying so hard to change juz for you. Yet each time i try, it's either you don't seem to notice it, or you don't even give me a sign. It's really demoralising when it doesn't even seem to make a difference. So each time i try and you don't appreciate the effort, i feel that what i am doing is useless and revert back to my older way cause i think it is what you prefer. I'm sure that you know people don't usually tell the person if they're putting in effort or doing something nice to please them till they feel as though what they did has gone down the drain fer nothing. Like today, i waited. But it doesn't even make the slightest of difference from my point of view. It may or may not please you, but you never tell me so i'll never know. Well, to you, it might have but if you don't express yourself or even smile, i might think you find me irritating or worse still, stalking you. I won't want that to happen. So you see the problem i face? I will never be what you hope i'll be useless you tell me what's right and what's wrong.Till i get a better understanding i will need your guidance I'm really really trying my best now. From that day till now i have absolutely no idea if it changed anything. Sigh. I don't leave stuff to the last min, especially this kinda stuff. I was juz hoping that you'd care. You'd care enough to see that what i did was planned out, not a last minute thing but something i hoped you would appreciate. The reason i don't tell you so is because i dun wanna make you feel obligated to do so in return. I never told you what i sacrificed because i'm afraid that you'll feel as though you owe a favour or anithing. You don't seem to notice any of these....and i guess i shall never know if you ever did.
Tmr, i myself have my promises to keep.
The conclusion of my thinking
will affect the way i think and act.
There will be someone there to guide me
but i know i must be committed for it to happen.
I'll have to live wif what i choose.
I pray that i make seek peace in the Lord
for whichever deicision i make.
posted at 9:05 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Oh man what a week.
I've been distracting myself like crazy.
Well, in case you were wondering:
Daily
6Hours of Music
Run 2 to 3 Km
1hr of Piano
30Mins stroll in the park
1hr of revision
20Mins of Counter-Strike
Forcing myself to go out at every possible chance
Gonna start blading once i find a pair of inline skates i like =P
Bugging my dad fer a kitten
Kajiaoing my brother
Smsing to keep my mind away
Hahas. But i'm still too lazy to pick up and
start reading Angels and Demons which is juz right
beside my computer screen.
Geez...lots of different options recently...well...all has it's gd and
bad sides i guess. So mani decisions to make!
Gah! I guess i'll take time to come to one.
But fer now i'm juz gonna run it all away =)
Should i stick to the fight or just move on?
posted at 7:07 PM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
Oh man! Thankies to everyone who cares fer me! I'm really lucky to have you all as friends =)!
Oh yea!! I finally found myself a jacket =D I've been searching fer one ever since i started freezing in the audi without a jacket. Hahas i also bought a really huge pencil case...my furry friend (pencil case) has been with me through so much...all the way from Primary3 till now o.O I guess i shall give it its retirement and let it enjoy its golden ages =P
Nooooooooooooo...i saw a pair of rollerblades which were really really cool but they didn't have size 12! Eeeeekkk...nvm i'll go to bukit timah plaza tmr to find others...oh ya...and they have white FBTs ! Gotta go grab some when i go there tmr.
Bleh...my dad still doesn't want to get me a kitten ever since i've been bugging him fer one since last christmas. He still keeps on going about on the responsibilites required to take care of it...sigh...cause my mum isn't a fan of cats aniwaes...so i can only take care of it when i return from school...which is like in the late afternoon...so i'll see if i can work out a timetable which will please him.
Pam, dun be so sad. It's really scary to see the person you thought was really strong in this field to suddenly go down. Nvm...juz vent it out in O2Jam =) Kill em all !!
I've gotta keep it strong. Even when all hope is gone i'll move along just to make it thru.
posted at 11:58 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
Hahas. I dun realli know how i got this far. Life during Jan and Feb seems so far away. A really interesting past 6months. Wonder if i can revert back to the way i was when i entered this school. But i don't regret being in this school, for i've learnt alot =)
Tonight, i'm gonna run away the pain. In the darkness of the night i shall not yield into it. The music that runs with me shall numb it all away. Right now, i'll try my best to make it through.
Tonight, for the last time, you shall be the last thing that lingers in my mind before i sleep. Tmr morning, it shall be the final time you'll be the very first thought that breathes life into me. And i know i have to stop looking forward to the next time i see you. But it'll be difficult, cause you were once everywhere to me. Cause if i never try, i know i will never recover from this. You gave me a taste of joy & happyness i've never experienced. That's why after falling fer a person I don't feel like getting up. I hope all goes well from now on.
posted at 8:14 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
What a day. Someone i trust has nearly reached the point where i won't hesitate to tell him whatever that is bothering me.And so i decided to thank those who has been with me through thick and thin, never leaving my side in times of need. Oh and sry for not following you all to the MRT station today. I had to talk to somebody in sch cause i was feeling down.
John: Hahas. Thank you fer sacrificing 1hour of your CZ time todae juz to stay back in school to talk to me when i really needed someone to share all my worries and all the stuff that has been bothering me. Just telling all my problems to you and realising that you actually understood how i felt lifted a heavy burden of my shoulders. Hmmms...i also figured that you've always been there since the beginning of the year all the way till now but i was too busy doing other stuffies to realise that. Once again, thank you, i know you've got my back covered, be it in CZ or in sch =)
Srinath: Whoa...you really much deeper than i thought u were, explaining to me the side effects of stuff and the way how and why people think & act. LoL...i didn't know that there was so much to life. Yea, you've been a good friend since the start of the year until now...though you were MIA fer a period of time. And, you're the veri first person i know who has the knack fer cracking intelligent jokes =P
Josiah: Plz dun critisize the crap out of this entry hor...jkjk. I dunno if you know it but you're the one person who literally stuck with me through thick and thin, even since i got to know you better when i found out you play CSS, through OBS, through April, through the horrible mid-year exams, through the June hols, and even till now. I'm sorry if you feel if you've been left out of some of my more serious conversations wif others but there will come a day when you'll understand why i dun wanna share some stuff wif you. I'm so sorry! but i hope you'll understand that i have my reasons.
Cheng: Thank you for your encouragement and support you give me in sch. I've had a great run wif you from Feb till June. Nowadays things are really shaky.
Mitch: You're the first person to make me laugh my heart out today when i didn't even think i could fake a smile. Though you can be quite sick sometimes and together with Pamela or Josiah forming a really lethal combo, you're really humourous! You never fail to make me laugh.
Michelle: You used to always be there for mii. Though we're not really close nowadays, i hope our frenship will withstand the test of time and trust. We'll see what happens in the future.
Charmaine: Oh yes...i've been through quite abit with you... Primary 5 and 6 and finally our paths cross again in this school. =P thanks fer keeping me company on the 173Bus home from clementi interchange and taking a walk in the park wif me when I was devastated. Your advice, support & understanding kept me going when i thought all was lost... really appreciate it.
Melanie: You're the veri first person in class i got to know well when i first started off in this school. Argh...you always make mii feel guilty everytime you run and i don't feel like running....i eventually end up running aniwaes...couldn't stand the guilt in mii >.< color="#cc33cc">Pamela: Ellos my fellow vampire XD! Without you chatting wif mii at night, i think i would probably be asleep 50% of the time i am awake past midnite on msn. Thank you fer being a friend too!
May God bless all of them.
posted at 5:26 PM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
Whoope! Youth day =) hahas, and i thought it would be a boring day. Remember my pyramid of life? Yupps. Few cards straightened out here and there (thank you lord) yet there's a few which are slightly bent and stuff...hmmms...guess i'll take them to the ironing board to flatten them =P
Piano lessons cancelled todae >.< ...wanna go out also sho sianz. Parents bring me out juz to eat, and my bro is stuck to his com. I guess that cancels out going out wif my family...solo nt that bad ba...but still a lil boring!
posted at 8:07 PM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Boring dae today. Really boring. Nvm...tmr is youth day...gonna be veriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sianz. One of my friends got sent to a really boring place...take care! Sigh. It's been a long time since i last went to church and worship the name of the Lord. Now i see how important he is in my life. He is the source of all life, my life. From now on i shall stop being arrogant and start listening to his calls. I will submit myself to him.
This week has made me start counting how many close friends i have. 6. 2 are hovering close to there. Hehs...that's all i've got. But i only realised i will only turn to 5 of them. Funny thing is...out of the 5, 3 of them were recently added to the list. Coming to NUS High has been the best thing that ever happened to me, family aside. I've made such great friends. All of the above mentioned come from here =) My life would have been a mess without you all !! Lurve each and everyone of you loads !!
Im waiting ferr someone, anyone, to remind me what am i doing following this unsure path where i have risked so much yet see no light, no rest house, no sign, no distinct footpath, no comforting hand on my sholder telling me everything will turn out fine. Right now, turning back seems to be the only rational choice. However, hope is what little i have left with me which gives me the strength and courage to keep on going, never stopping, never looking back, never giving up on what lies at the end. I thank everyone who is waiting fer me at the end, no matter wheater i make it there or not.
posted at 7:19 PM
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
Hahas. I only slept fer 5hrs and i don't feel tired at all ! Achievement! Ah the usual...did a few music theory specimen, practiced the piano, used the com fer awhile, and decided to start work. Somehow, nothing got in. A veri unproductive morning. Sigh. It got worse ;(...Sho i decided to run a lil then. What happened later made me realised alot. Yet, it comfirmed the painful truth of what i was unsure of for almost a month.
Basically my whole day summerized in one paragraph. I'm trying to think of the last time i had a good time. Hahas...so close yet so far.
I know it. You just don't wanna say it.
posted at 7:15 PM
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