Sunday, July 02, 2006
Boring dae today. Really boring. Nvm...tmr is youth day...gonna be veriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sianz. One of my friends got sent to a really boring place...take care! Sigh. It's been a long time since i last went to church and worship the name of the Lord. Now i see how important he is in my life. He is the source of all life, my life. From now on i shall stop being arrogant and start listening to his calls. I will submit myself to him.
This week has made me start counting how many close friends i have. 6. 2 are hovering close to there. Hehs...that's all i've got. But i only realised i will only turn to 5 of them. Funny thing is...out of the 5, 3 of them were recently added to the list. Coming to NUS High has been the best thing that ever happened to me, family aside. I've made such great friends. All of the above mentioned come from here =) My life would have been a mess without you all !! Lurve each and everyone of you loads !!
Im waiting ferr someone, anyone, to remind me what am i doing following this unsure path where i have risked so much yet see no light, no rest house, no sign, no distinct footpath, no comforting hand on my sholder telling me everything will turn out fine. Right now, turning back seems to be the only rational choice. However, hope is what little i have left with me which gives me the strength and courage to keep on going, never stopping, never looking back, never giving up on what lies at the end. I thank everyone who is waiting fer me at the end, no matter wheater i make it there or not.
posted at 7:19 PM
Ryan
Sixteen
Gemini
D.O.B June 4th 1991
Left-Handed
~ Till Next Time ~